Cracks, creases and crevices – Is my world falling apart?

Well, today is one of those days where I wonder and ponder some more…..

I have been battling medical issues for some time and much to my dismay, not much is working in my favor to improve my conditions except things that will require “drastic” measures (according to me)!   To add insult to injury, the side effects have knocked me for a royal loop!  In addition, I got “the call” to have a test repeated for a totally unrelated matter – again, not what I was hoping to hear or want to experience with testing and waiting….

So, what I have described is really not too different from what many others experience in life on a variety of issues – not just with their health issues but jobs, finances, career changes, relocation, family situations, etc.   My mind has run wild for days and months as I am constantly reminded that I am not in control  in spite of advice that I should be able to manage and control these medical conditions.  As hard as it is, I am realizing that I am going to drive myself into oblivion if I don’t “give it up” to the only One who has any control.

Here I go – true confession –  this is one of those times that I feel the cracks, creases and crevices are making my “foundation” a little more shaky than I think I can manage.   I cannot change whatever is ahead, what I can do is continue to live and make the most of every minute of every day.  Make a difference in someone else’s life and use all of my circumstances – good and bad to always remember WHO is in control!